So ever since I watched teen mom and maci has that teal and grey varsity jacket I’ve wanted it do bad, and I finally found a website that sells them today and of course, there out of stock!! So if anyone can tell me where I can find one of these jackets please tell me, cause I would live you forever!! Hahahah😄
Why can’t things just get better, and I can’t tell what better is right now, but with my tears and just wanting you to just text me makes me feel like I want you…..but do you want me? And are you going to change? Are you going to do whatever you can to prove to me that you care about me and that I can trust you? I just don’t know what to do, but the decision is yours and you know that, so I just need to know….
how do you just forget, forget how you felt, how you still feel even though what has happened. and how am i supposed to get through the days when everything i look at just reminds me of “that one time” or just plainly reminds me of you because you liked that or always wanted that…why can’t it be easy just to let you go? it seemed so easy for you to just turn your back and walk away from me…but when it all comes down to it, you’ll always be there, in my mind, just wondering around with memories wherever i look…i just want to go to sleep and never have to wake up to deal with it…
i may have taken it over board calling it cheating but i still can’t believe he did what he did….how could text someone that you love them more and then go and do that….why do you have to make me feel like this, why can’t i stop crying, why do you act like i broke up with you!? you choose her over me the second i said i couldn’t come out because i was sick….you never loved me did you?
he broke my heart, he said that he loved me and couldn’t imagine life without me, yet when I’m home so sick about to throw up and having the worst head ache ever, he picks her up, just her not her and her boyfriend, just her, and i find out just because his friend was texting his girl friend and said he’s having out with “Camilo, Kelly and TJ” her telling me that is a true friend, one i can trust for ever, and when i show up you basically choose her over me, we’ve been going out for 1 year and 9 months exactly today….how could you hurt me like that? how long have you been picking her up? you were texting her all the time and she would show up after i left, right? well it is true because i have inside sources, you said you loved me and would never do anything to hurt me, but yet you have, and you’ve proved to me that you not the guy i was completely in love with, i hate how you’ve made me feel.